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through the darkness of my mind, i search. no compass. no map. walking through the valleys of souls long entangled with their lovers. this is not my resting place. ════•●•════ when it comes to affection, i am unsure of my desires. constantly lost on whether it is love i seek, or proof that i am a worthy object of affection. for each time man encounters an experience, the more they search for what has yet to happen.  and we long for it. that ache beyond our organs. and regardless of our faults. egocentricity. uncertainty. we gaze into glazed glass, probing for what morsel we can seize. ════•●•════ i am but a man passing through rooms not my own. watching. is it the sensation of grazed skin? the shiver gained from their gaze? or thoughts of exploring another's mental landscape? i apologize for i could not tell you. because i search for a treasure. unnamed and unmarked. left forgotten and erased by gaia herself. for how does one find what is not known? that could be anywhere. that cou...
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girl behind the noise

what is this? why is this?

i decided to start a sort of internet diary. coming from someone who thinks too much and has too much to say, my hands just aren’t built to withstand that much writing :(


so, your next question might be: why share my diary with the world? to some people, this would be the equivalent of running down the street naked and covered in gravy.

but to me… i want to be covered in gravy, running through those streets, because then maybe people would understand me a little more.


deep down, i wish i could expose every thought and feeling so the world could finally get me. but truthfully, they won’t, because not even i fully understand myself.

however, this way, maybe i’ll meet people who relate to a feeling. people who feel misunderstood, or like they’re lying to the world every time they speak, unsure if they’re even being honest with themselves.

that’s who this is for.

and honestly, i don’t mind the disagreeers either. because i want people to talk to me. i want people to strip the garments off their souls and be bare before me.
because i’m intrigued by society, other people, and myself.

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talk to me

even though comments are open, sometimes you want to talk to someone directly. so:

if you have questions, thoughts, or rants, email me. i usually check it daily (even on weekends, loser behavior, i know :p)

if you want to send me funny reels or become friends, dm me on instagram. i’m on there a lot ૮₍´• ˕ •`₎ა

i also have a discord! i’m not on it that often, but if that’s your safe space, it’s open too :)

if i ever make any new socials, i’ll put them here. ciao~

email: sxmxr3s@gmail.com
 instagram: sxmxr3s
discord: sxmxr3s

ps. if you made it this far, you’re either really bored or really cool. either way, i appreciate you. lurk, message, or vibe. it’s all love here (^_−)☆


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